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Well I'm a bit of an emotional wreck. Let me just say I never cared for Jo and I was always mostly indifferent on Ellen.

So in the entire scene from where Jo was all about sacrificing herself and Ellen didn't just put her foot down I was like NO! No, no fucking WAY would that woman do that.

Which just made her sacrificing herself too so much worse. She knew from the moment Jo was clearly dying that she was just going to go ahead and die, too.

Idk, man, I have never cried over this show before--and I have some serious effing investment in it as anyone who's reading this should know--but I've had to turn the episode off for now and just cry for a while. I'll finish watching in a little while, I guess.

When Ellen said "My good girl" I turned it off, because tmi that's what my mom always says when you're sick or hurt.

Anyway I am a bit fucked up here.

I really thought the surgery scene from Changing Channels was going to come into play and Sam would save Jo. Oh well.

eta: ok watched the rest. Samael shoutie. Ok, I won't even bitch about the cop out on that.

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I can't even click on cuttags about the show bitching about them killing women. I mean, this was the most in your face death scene they've ever done, and people are breaking it down like it's misogynistic. Dude, they were heroes. Jo went out as a big time hero here. And she even had the lines to her mom about letting her die a grown up. WOW WOW. I just don't even know.

But Kassie, they should have killed a man! It's a personal insult to all women everywhere in the world that Jo and Ellen are both dead!

I am so fucking sick of that shit. (Then again, I am fucking sick of everything lately, so I have no patience for idiocy.)

I think Death's going to be a woman, too, and I am not looking forward to that.

Dude, I got into a bout of internets fisticuffs today with someone who was insisting that Twilight-related hate is sexist vile misogyny because it was written by a woman and the fans are primarily women and so therefore if you hate it you must hate women. IDEFK.

This is a good argument. If you're stupid.

I actually typed in your URL directly because I don't want to look at people looking through that lens right now. They rocked the fuck out of that death scene, and I am NOT going to go upstairs and wake my kid up OR call my mother (I've already talked to her today), but DAMN, it's tempting.

I feel like I've had my guts ripped out by hellhounds, but it's not a bad feeling for some reason.

Haha yes, that inclination for hugs was strong, gotta agree.