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Well I'm a bit of an emotional wreck. Let me just say I never cared for Jo and I was always mostly indifferent on Ellen.

So in the entire scene from where Jo was all about sacrificing herself and Ellen didn't just put her foot down I was like NO! No, no fucking WAY would that woman do that.

Which just made her sacrificing herself too so much worse. She knew from the moment Jo was clearly dying that she was just going to go ahead and die, too.

Idk, man, I have never cried over this show before--and I have some serious effing investment in it as anyone who's reading this should know--but I've had to turn the episode off for now and just cry for a while. I'll finish watching in a little while, I guess.

When Ellen said "My good girl" I turned it off, because tmi that's what my mom always says when you're sick or hurt.

Anyway I am a bit fucked up here.

I really thought the surgery scene from Changing Channels was going to come into play and Sam would save Jo. Oh well.

eta: ok watched the rest. Samael shoutie. Ok, I won't even bitch about the cop out on that.

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God, ditto. I was like, oh well, she'll die by hellhound, shrug, and then she gave that speech and just. WOW. Good job writers, GREAT job actors. Those bitches were fierce.

(January 21, Kassie. JANU-FUCKING-ARY 21. GOOD GODDAMN. I am going to go crazy until everyone starts posting challenge fic.)

NO WHAT THIS IS A FOUL AND BLASPHEMOUS LIE

SURELY IT IS THE 14TH NOT THE 21ST.

SURELY

WHAT WHAT MY TV TOLDED ME THE 21ST. THE TV LIED TO ME LIZ THAT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TV IS THE TRUTH BOX. D: D: D: D:

OH GOD PLEASE SANTA.

IDEFK TREE TOLD ME YESTERDAY THAT IMDB SAID THE 14TH BUT I JUST LOOKED AND IT SAID THERE IS A NEW EPISODE NEXT WEEK WHICH IS CLEARLY A HEINOUS AND VILE LIE

I AM BETRAYED BY THE TEEVEES AND THE INTERNETS

I DO NOT EVEN FUCKING KNOW

UP IS DOWN DOWN IS UP CATS ARE DOGS DEAN'S A TOP

DOGS AND CATS LIVING TOGETHER

It was Ellen that did me in. Her arc as The Good Mother and then her weird behavior which was explained through her lack of desire to live beyond her child. I mean, the FUCK. I am dead.

Oh man. Yeah. Just... yeah. I think the writers did an amazing job with Ellen. And Samantha Ferris just knocks 'em out of the park every time.

Man, like, fuck people who say this show doesn't have any strong female characters.

YES!!! THIS SO MUCH!!