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syncope at 06:16pm on 12/08/2011
syncope at 06:16pm on 12/08/2011You know those days where you think "well, I'm a fuck up, but I never did that"?
Today one of my classmates ODed IN CLASS from polypharmacy and taking klonopin IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY IN CLASS.
...and she didn't even manage to do this on a Monday or right before a big exam but on 2pm on a Friday. Badly played, lady, badly played.
This week has been exactly like the above the whole long haul of it. I have been reduced to the point of bringing dinner home from my aunt's every night when I pick my dogs up because I'm too tired to even order in. My hair started falling out, I shit you not. I get no protein and have almost become a vegetarian because I eat fruit and veg at lunch (my only real meal). Sigh. I guess I have to start eating peanut butter.
All I do is complain, but I'm actually extremely content with my choice to become a nurse. This was always going to be my path, I knew that, but I'm lazy and didn't want to have to do the damned work. I'm still lazy and hate 12 hr days and being covered in poop, but helping people in a tangible way is pretty amazing.
I'm a do-gooder, for those of you who don't actually know me this is kind of a coming out.
Now I drink vodka and do homework. OH YEAH.
Today one of my classmates ODed IN CLASS from polypharmacy and taking klonopin IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY IN CLASS.
...and she didn't even manage to do this on a Monday or right before a big exam but on 2pm on a Friday. Badly played, lady, badly played.
This week has been exactly like the above the whole long haul of it. I have been reduced to the point of bringing dinner home from my aunt's every night when I pick my dogs up because I'm too tired to even order in. My hair started falling out, I shit you not. I get no protein and have almost become a vegetarian because I eat fruit and veg at lunch (my only real meal). Sigh. I guess I have to start eating peanut butter.
All I do is complain, but I'm actually extremely content with my choice to become a nurse. This was always going to be my path, I knew that, but I'm lazy and didn't want to have to do the damned work. I'm still lazy and hate 12 hr days and being covered in poop, but helping people in a tangible way is pretty amazing.
I'm a do-gooder, for those of you who don't actually know me this is kind of a coming out.
Now I drink vodka and do homework. OH YEAH.
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